Tuesday!

"Lucky I'm in love with my best friend"!!! I love that song cause it's true! Yay! He's at school today!!... With his.... Jorts.... Lord Almighty... Silly boy. only maintenance today! Then I get to go with my friends and their moms to the movies!! We are seeing "The Help"! So excited! K bye.

Poor Sambo

Sam is sick today... I think I might go home and make him some soup. Miss him today :/

Just chillin

Hills yesterday were hard, but it wasn't as bad as I thought... maybe I should try harder next time haha. I can't wait for tomorrow and Sunday! I'm going to the icecream social at my dad's work, and then to Drew and Rachel's wedding shower. I might go on the long run if I have time... Then on Sunday I am hopefully going cliff jumping with my youth group and Sam. I get baptised in a few weeks! Yay! Ok.

I'm glad I gave it to him because now everythings fine :)

I am so happy that Sam and I are together. Thats pretty much all I'm thinking about today.... :)

Shoot me Now.

Well,Im the sadest I think I've ever been in my whole life.Everything I thought I knew is wrong. The life I thought I was apart of is no longer waiting for me. I don't know what to do when I see him. I smile, he looks away. I wish he loved me. I wish he thought about me. I wish that when I loved someone as deeply as I loved him, they would love me back. I don't know what I did to deserve this, but I tried so hard, and I don't think this was needed if I needed to learn a lesson. This pain is not what anyone needs. I just wanted to be loved in the same way I loved. This doesn't just suck, it is tearing me apart. I miss you Sam Cafferty. I wish you loved me.

Tuesday!!

This is an awesome day! The beginning deffinately put me into a great mood, and I'm hoping the end will be just as good! I'm getting my license tomorrow with my grandmother WOOOAAHHHH! Its finally happening!!! :D Then Sunday is MY valentines day, although I'm hoping that I get a crush on Monday! ;D Saturday is prom dress shopping day, and I think I finally thought of someone to go with, that would deffinately say yes! Ohhhhh man! YAY!!!

Who'd Have Known Lily Allen

It's 5 o'clock in the morning
Conversation got boring
You said you're going to bed soon
So I snuck off to your bedroom
And I thought I'd just wait there
Til I heard you come up the stairs
I pretended I was sleeping
And I was hoping you would creep in
With me

You put your arm around my shoulder
It was as if the room got colder
We moved closer in together
And started talking bout the weather
Said tomorrow would be fun
We can watch A Place In The Sun
I didn't know where this was going
When you kissed me

Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here all the time
Watching telly, drinking wine
Who'da known, who'da known
When you flash up on my phone
I'd no longer feel alone
No longer feel alone

I haven't left here for days now
And I'm becoming amazed how
You're quite affectionate in public
In fact, your friend said it made her feel sick
And even though it's moving forward
There's just the right amount of awkward
And today you accidentally
Called me baby

Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here all the time
Watching telly, drinking wine
Who'da known, who'da known
When you flash up on my phone
I'd no longer feel alone

Let's just stay
Let's just stay
I wanna lie in bed all day
We'll be laughing all the way
Told your friends
They all know
We exist but we're taking it slow
Now let's just see how we go
Now let's see how we go

Let's just stay
Let's just stay
I wanna lie in bed all day
We'll be laughing all the way
Told your friends
They all know
We exist but we're taking it slow
Now let's just see how we go
Now let's see how we go

YAY!

This morning was awesome... just sayin.

Friday

Hopefully today will be just as good as yesterday, if not better. :) Dawson's birthday party tonight!!!!! :D

Yeah...

So tomorrow was nothing like I planned it to be. It was like any other Wend. It was depressing, people didn't treat me very well, I got made fun of. Then I went to church which distracted me from the depression for a little while, but I went to dinner just to cry as soon as I got there. Ugh. This depression thing is getting annoying. Guess I'm hoping today will be better, but not getting my hopes up. Whatever. I don't care anymore.